Talk:CrossWire:Sandbox

From CrossWire Bible Society

Hi! I'm not sure of what I'm doing here. I guess maybe to get some burdens off my shoulders. I guess I'll start from the beginning. I received the Lord about 20 years ago, give or take a few. I lasted about 2years and fell away. Since then I've come and gone several times. Each time it seemed harder to get the Spirit back,maybe 7 times harder. You know what the Bible says about that. Well I'm giving another try and man you talk about rocky! I love the Lord with all my heart and I want to serve Him, no matter where or how. Sometimes I feel He's not listening, but I know better. I play guitar in my spare time, when I have some, and I like to play gospel bluegrass and other styles of Christian oriented music. I play at my church,Everybody's Tabenacle in New Miami, Ohio. It brings me closer to Jesus and I definatley Feel His presence.But lately I've felt an emptiness that is hard to describe. I've confided in a few friends and am still lacking an explanation for my feelings. it's as though a wall has been placed between Myself and my Lord. I've prayed on many occasions and still no answer. If anybody out there has been through this I would appreciate any help or guidance I can get. It's so cold without His presence and it's driving me crazy!! I know I'm probably in the wrong place, as usual, to be saying all this, but I'm getting desperate! Someone please help me with this. My email address for replies is as follows;

                  wn8gxx@therfshop.com
I hope this message gets to the right person or persons. Like I said, I'm new at this and I think my past experiences may help someone else in return. 

                                         Yours in Jesus Christ,
                                          Michael
 P.S. If you want to call me I can be reached almost any time @ (513)939-4080. I'd be eternally greatfull.